Thursday, June 23, 2011

My very unstable love, faith, hope... and Clinging Kit

Good morning/night, ladies.. :)

If you remember my older faith-based kit: Light and also my blog post regarding to the kit (you might wanna read it after this). You will know that I always scared when making a Christian based kit. Not only last year, but still today. I had no idea why, there's a lot in me that need to be healed by God for sure.. every of us does, but one thing I truly know, the Spirit of the Lord is not intimidating.  I know I am very imperfect, and I again wanna encourage you all to look at the Lord itself, and not the one who making this kit, as the person is only me. Someone who actually not worth to represent God if it is not He that makes me worth.

Anyway, Clinging is a little expression of our love to God.
As I said before, of course it's nothing to compare with His love to us. :)
I remember  almost 17 years ago, when I 1st know Jesus and receive Him as my Savior, end of 1994 while I almost finished my junior high school, I am so full with 'fire', so idealist, so full with power, my life changed after I know Him, and I start to proclaim my love to God every where. I believe in God, but I also believe in my love to God. I believe I will be loyal to God till I death. I believe there's no way I will be ungrateful to His cross. I believe I will stand even when the storm comes. I am so like "Peter".

But then... those storm really comes. The hardest one comes after my son was diagnosed with PDD-NOS. And my love to God fall apart. It's a hard days. After years I finally able to recover in my faith. But NOW I know for sure, that I can never depend on my love to God. I can never really trust my feeling, as it's too unstable. Only to HIS LOVE I can depend on.

Do you ever pray and worship God at the night and feel that you LOVE Him so much and then after you wake up in the morning you are not the same people as last night? Or when you are so fall in love with Him at the retreat or at the church, but when you are home, you are a different person, or maybe not love Him as much as you do when you are at the church?
Yupe, that's it. Our love to God is THAT unstable.

So only by His grace, and with His love we can stand.
Our love can never ever compare it.
Still I want to learn to love Him. More and more...

In the end that is all that matters. :)

So here is Clinging Collection

save $5 for limited time
{ by extra 10% OFF for subscriber }
if you grab the whole collection:

Which include:

14 papers
1 pack of alphas, numbers, and some punction
45 elements

and a coordinated word strips: 

22 Christian word strips

and a matching creative templates:

and this is my page:

I will never ever able to be proud about my love to You, as it had been proven how weak it is, and how unstable it is, but if I am here today, still can hold my faith,  it is not because my love, but it's Your love that  makes me able to stand until today. You had love  me 1st. And if I can make a wish, God, I want to once  again understand about your grace..
credits: Clinging Kit, Clinging Word Strips, Bunch of Sketches 16, and All Stitched

and more inspiration from:

Mi Monteiro, Sasha, Joyce, Stephanie (Stepko), Irene, Madlen, Sandra, Steffi, Kacir, Denise, Angela, Andrea, Nicole

Mi is giving me the translation of Amanda (her daughter)'s prayer. It's a google translator, so it's not perfect, but it does touch my heart.. If anyone wanna read, please check Mi's gallery here.

Amazing wish from Sasha for her daughter's faith! So touching...












And if haven't notice, now on the top-right of my blog there's a section named:
It will be a place for me to put a great deal of the week or anytime.
It might not always full with stuffs, but there's some right now, which I wish can be something that you want. :)

Also I wanna say...

...... ...... THANK YOU SO MUCH ...... ......
for all the sweet comments and encouraging words you leave at my blog.
I truly appreciate it, and for your contribution from the previous RAK.
Blessing to you and all that you love.

And now here is the winner of CLINGING COLLECTION:

Congrats AnnaFlor and sf_gal
Please email me
to claim your code.



AnaFlor said... Best Blogger Tips

Yeah!!! Tks, tks so much! I'll do amazing pages. Hugs and kisses.

agravette said... Best Blogger Tips

you are so awesome! thank you for sharing your testimony with us. i know God is proud of you for taking a stand for Him. love you girl!

CBH said... Best Blogger Tips

Thank you so much for this post. I want to let you know that I posted a link to your blog in CBH Digital Scrapbooking Freebies, under the Page 3 post on Jun. 23, 2011. Thanks again.

sf_gal said... Best Blogger Tips

OMG, thank you so much, Kitty!!! You are such an inspiration and so generous in sharing your story. Keep on going in your journey of faith! HUGS!

Anonymous said... Best Blogger Tips

Just a quick note to let you know that a link to this post will be placed on CraftCrave in the DigiFree category today [25 Jun 01:00am GMT]. Thanks, Maria

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